Flashback

Hello everyone! there's go 2012 and here comes 2013 :D
I might be a bit late but i still wanna do a summary about my own 2012. Yes, it will be a wordy post! HAHAHA!
For me, 2012 is a challenging year, it makes me to be a stronger person.

STPM
Yes, its the year of STPM. Actually at first, when i enter form 6, i tell myself i can do this since i already did so much from UPSR, PMR, SPM and now its just STPM.. Maybe it is not tat exaggerate like how other ppl say about it.
But i would say i judge myself too much, its not that i cant do it at all.. but its just that, i choose to be more myself rather than a study machine. I've tried my best, i already make the greatest effort of my life for this big challenge.. I know, i will be not as good as how i used to be, if the result came out is not what i hope, i will be sad, but i will move on too. Because i know, i already did my best.
Form 6 is a greatest lesson i learn in my life, there's alot of interesting and fun people, challenging moments, a lot of failure moments. You will see people fall down and climb up again. Gather around and solve problems, cry together smile together, sharing knowledge together, share food together.. I would say its like a big family.
I will say no regrets choosing form six. HAHAHAHA, but for any juniors that read my blog, dont choose form six. Its HARD!


Concerts
As a K-pop fan, of course i will not miss out all the k-pop events and concerts!!!! :D WOHOO~~ This year, i went 4 k-pop concerts! And all of it, i went with my pot pot! <3 Luckily my boyfie likes k-pop also and he also a fan boy, if not he will be quite sad going around with me to these events and together with the crazy fan girls! 23rd of March: we went Twin Tower@Live 2012 which means to see Girls Generation!!!! They are my pot pot de favourite girl group THAT TIME. HAHA!

25th of May: we went to attend Hari Belia Negara 2012 to see Dalshabet and Teen Top! it is the best event ever, no pushing, no fighting for place, good view to see them! :D

14th of July: we went for MTV World Stage Live in Malaysia 2012! Yes, to see KARA :D HHAHHAAHAHA. That is the worst concert ever, reason: TOO MANY PEOPLE.

29th of September: we went for The One concert held by One FM. That day, me and pot pot went to see A-Pink and B1A4! :D But that night, i love Magic Power and Ah Fu too!!

14th of October: i went to see Lee Hyun Woo with my sis and of cos the pot~! We got the vip ticket to see him!!! Thanks to my pot pot name very lucky :D.
This year, alot kpop group came, of course im not so rich to go ALL of them, so i am very lucky i could attend part of them too! :D

That is basically the main events happen throughout my 2012. Of course there is some not happy events happened. One month be4 STPM, there's 2 indian man break in my hse. And that time i was alone at home. I really thank god for keeping me save and alive. Because nowadays bad people are very cruel. If they don get what they want, they might do some bad thing on us. But of course, now i can never be home alone, cos i will still think back to that day and i feel very uneasy. But i believe in myself that i can go thru this.

And i can say 2012 is not really my year, because i really had very little time for my friends and family. I scare i might lose some friends already, so one of my resolution in 2013 is spend more time with friends and families. I was too busy but i also duno what im busy about, because my time flow like water. So i also wish that 2013 i can have more time. Not only to my friends, family, boyfie and also myself. I always do things for people and lose my own time, i really rarely have time for myself so yeah.. :D

Lastly, i would like to apologize if the past of 2012 i have did something wrong, unhappy, bad on you all. Lets hope 2013 is a better year from now. :D

Oh Oh!
Ps: Forget to mention about my pot! Throughout the year, he went thru almost everything of my whole-year-life with me. At times when it is the toughest, happiest, craziest, fun, weirdest, odd, angry, sad, funny and many more moments! i really really thankful i found somebody who want this imperfect me, although i duno im number what on his list of wives, But i know that, in his heart that im really REAL important. so yeah, ILOVEYOUCHOU! <3 Thank you for loving me so much :P

Thank you, the nation fighter Lee Chong Wei.

Hey, its been a long time since i touching this blog.. LOL.

I've been reading people's blog for a long time. From those famous blogger to those anonymous ppl's blog. Well, deep inside of me, i hope myself can write something interesting to let people wanna read my blog. But i know i always lack of content. I don have any content to write. LOL. i just bla bla bla all the way.

Fine, i will update something. HAHA. Few days ago, we got an opportunity to have one scoop free ice-cream from Baskin Robbins. Thanks to our nation badminton player Dato Lee Chong Wei. Although he only manage to get a silver medal, but all the people in our country see his effort through the game! Its just luck for losing, i bet he is a skillful and good player as Lin Dan.

Anyway, some pictures about tat day :D
We line up for about one hour to get our one scoop, the line is the longest line i ever seen.

#1 The amount of people in front of the shop in Taipan!

#2 Our number after lining up for one hour!

#3 With Jia Li :D

#4 With Mr. Pot

#5 The five of us, with the 'tam jiak' Aik Hean.

#6 The ice-cream we get!


Do you feeling very icey-cream today? :D

迷思

我很想用一个语言来好好表达我自己。。
不过，我已经渐渐地忘记用哪一个语言可以最好的表现我自己。

世界每天每天都有不同的事情在发生， 地球依旧每一天都在转。。
而我，现在在做什么呢？
我在原地踏步吗？还是正在跟着着时代的步伐走着？
这个答案，现在的我回答不出来。。
跟世界比较起来这么渺小的我，真的可以用我的双手做出任何改变吗？

我需要一个答案。。

HOLIDAY MOOD~

Hello, now is exam season :D SPM started and STPM is gonna start next week :D
so, wat am i doing now? HAHAHA, im SLACKING :D

I cant help to slack la, seriously.. i feel tat my time is getting lesser, and i do not have the time to watch or catch up any drama, cause tat will take forever and i will get addicted... I know my results suck so bad, but i really do miss how i waste my time after PMR exam... HAHAHHA! another evidence to prove tat im old ><

Yes, when the others are having school holiday, or any sem break.. im still have school (* bang head to the wall*) I have extra classes.. if im tat lucky, i will still have my one month holiday... If not, i only left 2 weeks holiday...

Did i mention how much i want my holiday? i wanna go on a trip with my darling, catch up will my friends.. from primary to secondary to from 6 friends.. i wanna sing k like nobody business, i wanna watch drama until my mom scold me to stop.. HAHAH!

Well, i cannot blame anyone.. my results suck so bad, so i might only can do some part of it i mentioned above.. This holiday im gonna continue study... ><

Raining heavily now, i feel like slacking again... i want a nap... tat's not very greedy right? Hmmm....


-HM-

Wish Upon The Star

Hello :D i plan to blog actively now.. hehehe, so tat means i will update more often!!Hahaha, im happy this is more to a private place to me, i think not many people know about this blog of mine, so i can blog freely (Y)!

Exam just ended one week, results are terrible >< although i think i adi tried my best, of course i still need improvement, i need alot improvement >< so the punishment of bad results are extra classes till 2nd week of december >< means, i only left two weeks holiday, if and only if my teacher take their own sweet time teaching. I duno how to describe how much iwantmyholiday.. IWANTMYHOLIDAY!!!! i wanna go a lot of places~~

life is still the same, hehe, i started to play maple :D LOL, one of the game i hate the most :P im trying not to make myself addicted to tat game. HAHA, i think im old enough to control myself?? hmmm, i doubt so.. LOL.. why i start playing? thanks to my boyfie tat want me to try it so much :P

Recently, i feel tat, life just come and go.. there is so much unexpected stuff happen every single day.. hmmm, is this just a cycle of human? why those bad guy can live longer and the good ppl have a short life? but somehow i know the god is fair, He, make this happen maybe is just let the good ppl suffer less.. well, im sure tat although there's so much unfairness in the world, these are just the challenges appear in our life, so we must be strong and go through it, then, it will make u a stronger person :D



-HM-

My One and Only Love

Dear Darling, hello :D hahahaha!

time pass so fast and now already 3 months since we've been together. Too much things to say but i duno how to say.

Baby i wanna thank u,
because u love me
because u love me like nobody does
because u treat me like a princess whenever im having PMS
because u just like my dad like to ask me drink water
because u care about me
because u think about our future
because u understand me
because u said u wanna be the best boyfriend i ever had
because u are u <3

there are really too much to list down.. hehe.. if u wan me to list i still can list... Im sorry i cant do anything for u for this anniversary.. i think this is the present i can give? hehehe.. take it as a suprise okay :D i confess my love to u in the public :P hehehehe... and.. look at my proper english, they are proper. AHAHAHAHA!!

*okay continue my romantic post*

HEHEHE.. now left 4 minutes to 12.00 am.. i wanna tell u, i really love u. I don dare to promise u, but i still wanna promise u, i will give my best to u.. i will try to make u happy, keep u as a happy boy everyday :D and darling, although i know u very sad because u cant go for the concert during ur bday. But look at the bright side, this year, u have me to celebrate ur birthday with u. hehe *ehem* i also can be one of the angel okay :P Not only ur 9 angels ><

Darling, no matter wat hardship we will face in the future, i will wanna held ur hand and go through all of them.. HEHEHE! because with u, only the meaning is there mah :P

OKAY LAH, lastly, happy 3rd month annuversary, I LOVE U LAO GONG~ MUACKS <3


LOVE, HM <3

What Friends Are For

hahaha... this was a post one month ago.. well i think is worth for a post :D

To you, what friends are for?
A person u find when u are sad?
A person that u can share ur secret with?
A person tat can keep ur secret?
A person tat can make u happy all the time?
A person tat understands u well?

Izit all these are the criteria to consider a person is ur friend?
Now then, there is a question in my mind, what is true friends for? is tat phrase 'best friend forever' really works?

I duno how long it started, but it seems tat things change, people change, mind change. I wont deny tat i may be changed. Because, all of us will grow up. I cherish every people i met in my life, thank you for those who helped me, you had make my life better. Thank you for those who hated and criticize me, you guys made my life even better...

Its better to say things out now be4 things gone worst.. maybe u think i change, but actually i still care about all of u.. I wish things can become more simpler.. but it cant, as life goes on, it get more complicated.. HAIH.. well.. i duno, i am still working things out to find a best solution <3